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AWSTEN / FELIX

she/he/it/cub/bear
19yo white autistic adhd avpd osdd-1b factroject. bi butch faggy dyke bear cub girldude on T / etc

saw waterparks 6th december 2018 & my chemical romance 16th march 2023

not too fond of:
pansexuals
✕ radinclus
✕ non-traumagenic "systems"

if we have an interest in common but you only post about how much you dislike it please leave me alone

my special interests are my chemical romance and waterparks, but i also like:
♫ ; ricky montgomery. vocaloid.
tv ; nuwho. ghosts (bbc). the essex serpent. ofmd. lokiverse. gomens. broadchurch. nowhere boys.
vg ; sky:cotl. utdr. ac. minecraft.
+ animals, lgbt flag design/edits, kandi & assorted actors.

☆ please use basic tone indicators for me.
☆ i vent lots </3
☆ i like (mainly personal) posts to show i've read or agree with them.
☆ please tag animal harm/death, lobotomies
and transphobia. plain tags or #fdl = ok!
further disclaimer/faq here.

please unfollow/block me rather than starting arguments.
that being said, i block liberally. i won't remember why i blocked you specifically.
how do you make gifs/flags?
i use my photos app to edit video before converting it in ezgif. for flags i usually overlay existing ones and make the result into a clean flag using lunapic.
i use photopea religiously for all sorts of gif/image editing.

why are you against pansexuals/etc?
bisexual has always included every person who is attracted to men and women (and especially those who are neither), regardless of preferences or other specifics. pansexual/omnisexual/plysexual have been redundant from the beginning.
i recommend reading through my #bi tag if you're having trouble understanding.
what's your stance on [insert lgbt thing]?
the full acronym is lgbt, being trans shouldn't be medicalised, qu_r is a slur, butchfem(me) culture is not lesbian-exclusive, the d-slur can be reclaimed by bi women.

why do you joke about being [insert person]?
i have a dissociative trauma disorder (osdd-1b) that has caused me to involuntarily develop alters that may have originated as a "copy" of people/characters that already exist. this is called "introjection".
can you tag [content]?
almost certainly, though i may forget broader or more obscure things.

english/scottish/irish & living in oceania.prof. dxed autistic & adhd, seeking avpd dx, osdd-1b (or udd, still working all that shit out.) some kind of mood problem. i also have an ed that i talk about occasionally.raised christian, my relationship w/ religion is fucked so i just say agnostic atheist. learning socialist.i call myself an unaligned feminist because i'm yet to find a modern feminist sect that has all their priorities straight.bear cub, battleaxe bisexual, pebble butch, ambiamorous.
my material experience is very much that of a trans man but my internal reality isn't quite that simple. i consider myself both man and woman, and my butchness as a sapphic is a large part of who i am.
on hrt as of 27th june 2022, on the shot as of 28th february 2023.

    #about

    id/kin

    some of these are related to osdd bs, some are mild kins. pretty much from most to least important.

    felix ferne - aziraphale - donna noble - chara dreemurr/fallen - captain jack harkness - stede bonnet - pinocchiop's miku

    main ccs:

    namemedia
    the doctordoctor who (2005-)
    the masterdoctor who (2005-)
    loki l1130loki (2021)
    sam tylerlife on mars (uk)
    campbell baintakin' over the asylum
    crowleygood omens
    jessica jonesjessica jones (netflix)
    alec hardybroadchurch
    toriel dreemurrundertale/deltarune
    asriel dreemurrundertale/deltarune
    ralseideltarune

    i'm perisex, transmasculine, multigender and nonbinary.i'm bisexual, polyamorous and trans4trans. i heavily identify as a butch dyke in context of my sga to women and also identify as a bear cub in the context of being transmasc/mlm.some of my other labels are ursine/ursagender, parxgender, autigender, oryctagender, citrus bisexual and systemfluid.generally he/him are always going to be safe to use for me but i would really appreciate it if you asked me/checked my pronouns page to know what i prefer at the time.